Will I always be single and unloved ?!?!?

3 months ago my boyfriend dumped me. I felt so upset and abandoned. And not long after he began bullying me again! This time the bullying went worse. During the bullying I had been talking to a guy friend, who really helped me get through it. We talked every day and we flirted. He told me he loved me and that if it wasn't or him moving away he would of asked me out. Durin the may half term we both wnt on holiday. He went to Spain ( to see what it was like before he moved there). And I went to Scotland. When I got back we talked again. I asked him aba Spain he said he didn't want to move there cos of someone special. Silly me I thorght he was talking about me. It turned out he asked out one of my friends and they had said yes. I'm a Christian and I've never really had any look with finding a guy who had the same beliefs as me. Do when this guy had told me he loved me I was head over heels for him. We fell out over practically nothing and we both said stuff we didn't mean. He won't talk to me anymore even though I've said sorry. I feel like I'm never going to get a guy and I'll never be loved ... I really want to find that right guy :( .... What should I do ? X